Some days are harder than others for no reason at all, and I am on the verge of tears all day. 

Half rage and half sorrow. And I do everything I can to distract myself. Cat videos, nail art, r/aww, pretty much anything that provides ample distraction from the mind numbing anguish, pain and rage I feel every day. Trying desperately to not think about how ugly I am, and how fat I am, and how I can't even make a decent new friend in this all alone town. 

Also my ears are stabby